i hate myself for watching THREE anime series during prelims
i hate myself for lacking focus
i hate myself for falling asleep when im supposed to study
i really hate myself for being unable to resist the shows online and the vcds at home
i hate myself for doing that bloodly elucidation wrongly
it was simple! i was STUPID STUPID STUPID for getting it wrong
and i STUPIDLY did qn3 and most likely got everything wrong.
i hate to admit it but i think i shuldnt have watched those anime the day before chem
maybe i wuldn have made those immensely terrifiyingly stupid mistakes
i hate myself for lacking the momentum, what happened to the sandra 4 years ago before prelims????
i remember being on fire then. and i got the results i wanted. now, im not putting in effort. SUCKS.
i wonder when i will wake up.
